heyyyyyyy!

so wuts been going on?

i have jut been relaxing. this week was spring break. it was nice to just relax. i started my new job this week that i love! i work with kids. so thats really kewl considering thats what i wanna do when i grow up! an elem skool teacher! so i like it a lot! skool starts up agian tomorrow! ehhh.. no good! im just finishing up sum h,w for that!

all in all life is good and God is even better! :) i love evrything!

john has been real good! it has been like 7 months. haha! i cant believe that! were starting to have our tiffs and when i say "fights" i mean

-john y did u do that.

-o babe, im so sorry i wont do that again i didnt know that would bother u!

-its ok just try not to do that again.

haha! and thats bout as far as it gets. but i love him! i really hope God works evrything out as he wants.

but thats about it!

like i said God is good and he supplies me with evrything!

love you guys!

beanie

im done with evrything! idc nemore bout the stupid stuff. i hate *itchy ppl. im done with them.i will not hold friends close to me nemore. ive been hurt way too many times. i hate all this crap. im just sooo done!

i just wanna move to san marcos and get away from here. ive nvr felt more hurt by a friend b4. well i take that back i have. b/c i the last year i have lost about 6 friends. and all of them girls. whatever. i just wanna get away from evrything. i have been there for her and then i get put on the freakin back burner. whatever! idc nemore. im not going to get close to ANYONE else. i promise u that!

bitter party of one!  yessssssssss

sooo yesterday was battle of the bands! faltal formality won! theyre amazing! check them out on myspace!! theyre going to midland in june and i will b there for sure. i cant wait!

nick and  kali just moved there so i will get to stay with them! im sooo excited!!!! so that wil b way fun! prolly go there on a friday afternoon and come bak sunday night! :)

God is sooo good! dont forget that!

life is amazing!

and thats bout it!

kristine

and ur more than i could ask for babe! evrything u do u amaze me! i wanna spend forever with u and no one else baby! :)

I love how your eyes close whenever you kiss me. & when you`re away from me, I love how you miss me. I love the way you always treat me tenderly. But most of all, I love the way that you love me. I love how your heart beats whenever I hold you. I love how you think of me without being told to. I love the way your touch is always heavenly. But most of all, I love how you love me

if you go to the end of the world for someone ;;
make sure that they`re gunna be there when you get back.

somewhere between laughing for no reason,
making fun of each other, & calling each other
names ;; I sorta fell for you.

when you can`t stop smiling after you
talk to him, & you still get butterflies
in your stomach & that huge smile across
your face everytime you see him..that
tells you that he`ll always be something to you

You want to know what I love most about us?
I love how comfortable we are with each other
I love how we can endlessly crack on each other
but never take the teasing to heart. I love how
you laugh like a little boy when I`m tickling you.
I adore how when I walk away from you when
we`re fighting, you try to stay mad at me but
then you run after me for the fear of losing me.
I love you & everything about you. the look in
your beautiful blue eyes when we kiss or
sometimes when I fall asleep on you & you
stay up & watch me. I love how I can call
you anytime I need to & you never
cease to make me smile

life has been good! went to church this morning. saw linds! havent seen her in forver! im just so blah right now. i think its b.c i hate seeing ppl suffer and do the total wrong thing. when i say total i mean TOTAL! its hard when u want to hep sumone so bad and ur hand is right there but they wont simply reach out and grab ur hand. all  can do is pray for them. but o well.

v day was good this year! prolly the best one yet. although we went to a concert for my church im soo glad to have spent it with john! he completes me. we exchanged our promise rings :) sooo thats kewl. i really really like him!!!! sooo well see wut happens. day by day and were taking things wayyyy slow! its better that way!

for the most part im happy. im just having a bum day today! but o well. tomorrow im getting my nails done.

o yea. me n mel r no longer friends at all. sooo i lost yet another best friend....man! im not very good at this whole haveing girls as best friends. i always lose them. ive had the same guy friends forever. but girls that r friends. not that many. its all good though!

God is good! all the time! so pray hard!!!!

beanie

 im throwing in the towel to u, your boyfriend, and evrything that surrounds u! im freakin done!

when he screws u over ill b here for u even though i shouldnt. best friend my butt,

and the sad part is u know he treats u like dirt. its just sad to see u like this but i wont let u treat me the way u ahve been. so im done! friends come n go!

iu have to b a friend to have a friend.

so bye for now.

maybe ill see u in a year or so at texas state. maybe

read my words carefully - i will nvr put a boy before my best friend. EVER!

kristine